Shinnie is painting

Shinnie wants to bring more people happiness.
Shinnie will saves pleasures and miracles in her paintings.
Shinnie is growing up.

It is obviously a small thing, and you forget it. Why do I feel so sad so affectedly? It is not what you have to do, and why I become so fragile.I have never found myself so weak and sentimental, and I don't like myself at all.Every time I can't bear it, I want to give up, and I will immediately feel guilty for this idea.Can't I bear such a small sadness?